I need my best friend back!! But I fucked up and she’s gone.. If your reading this I love you. I miss you and I know you’ve for gotten about me and you hate my guts. I want you back as my bestie but you ignore me.. So read this and this is the last thing ill ever say. You were the best thing to happen too me . My life changed when you came into my life and it has def changed since you left. I’m sorry I hurt you and I’m sorry I wasn’t good. I’m sorry for ring a “dumb whore” but I’m gone now and I just wanted to tell you good bye
I’ll cry myself to sleep tonight, but when the morning sun rises, I’ll pick my head up and pretend I’m perfectly fine.
Honestly, I never replaced you and I know you e blocked me from just about everything. Your the one that didn’t tell me how you felt till it was too late.. I thought all those feelings where gone.. I’m happy but sad at the same time. I’m sad bc I lost my bestfriend the one I tell everything to and no matter what I do she won’t come back… I can’t believe you stoped being my friend over me liking someone new.. Damn this feeling fucking sucks…
If I could I’d be with you. You are the one I want. But the way things are looking and the way things are today I can’t be with the one I want. I hate going and meeting new people because I feel bad because yeah I can sit and kiss and hug on him but I think about you. I check my phone to see if you’ve texted me because I miss you. Every second I spend with someone else I wish it was you. I wish I had a chance with you but I don’t boo. You are my best friend, my boo thang the one I wish I was with but you told me yourself it isn’t gonna happen:/ if I asked you out right now you’d say no because if society and yeah I hate it. I just wish things were different. I wish I could love you the way I want to love you because I love you a lot and wish I could have you..
